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I feel like every man has failed me

And if they haven’t failed me in someway then they failed another woman or girl

I feel

So sad

But numb to everything

I know I have no choice but to just take care of the house and girls

I know when I fight that I fail them and I fail myself

I haven’t left these walls since I went to the movies with you

I haven’t felt the wind or looked at the sky

I haven’t interacted with anyone outside my phone

This isn’t odd for me either

This is my whole entire world in these walls with my girls

I feel so trapped but I know I can’t do anything

I know there is nothing I can do but wait and hope when they are older I’ll say

More then once in a week

That this is worth experiencing